*// sImpLE & pLaiN - dEdicAtEd tO YOU-

2006-10-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

2006-09-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

im starting to have doubts in "friendships"...
definition of friendship:
1. The quality or condition of being friends. the value of a relationship with a friend
definition of a friend:

1.	a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

2.	a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.

3.	a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile

4. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
5. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

probably there are some pple out there who did not know the definition and even myself.. i have taken friendship too lightly and regarding everyone around me as friends despite how i was treated..

对我而言，把一个人当朋友对他所做一切问心无愧就足够了。但事实不是如此，人都是自私的，见利忘义的。不是每个人都重视友谊/友情。对朋友不是应该信任，尊敬吗？为何人人都得寸进尺。我认为自己很笨重是对朋友千依百顺，给了至少99%的耐心，新人。这给我带来了什么？好朋友吗？我并不那么认为。他们对我得寸进尺，苛刻。认为我好欺负吗？怎么有些不吃羞耻的人，却值得有好朋友呢？人生可悲吗？真无聊。。。

有人期盼清高，自以为是。不认输。总要别人在自己之下真的该自行检讨了。（：虽然我视你为朋友但请你知道在何时该收受。

2006-09-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

i've lost track of dates already and for my own info i will have prelims tmr! wake up luh! i haven even finish studying geog which is TOMORROW'S PAPER! and er.. can someone tell me that what are the formats for paper one? hehh.. im so HOPELESS LUHH! can? can? can? can someone wake me up anot? BOOS!

see see.. i cant even rmb which 25th already.. hehh.. darling please tell me lei! hehh

I KNOW IM PRETTY HOPELESS LA! forget it im going to continue with my hopeless revision

2006-09-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

THERE IS A FREAKING SUCKER WHO SPOIL MY DAY AND HE IS NO OTHER THAN MY OWN BF! SO WTF CAN?

SINCE ACCOMPANYING YOUR FRIENDS IS SUCH A BIG FUCK! THEN GET LOST! DONT SAY SUCH CRAP AS IN I WANT TO BE WITH YOU TODAY. VERY LONG NEVER GO OUT WITH YOU! FUCK LUH! IT DEFEATED ALL PURPOSES OF IT K! BROKE YOUR BLOODY PROMISE! NEVER COME FOR LUNCH NEVER ACCOMPANY ME! IN THE FIRST PLACE I SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN SO KIND TO ACCOMPANY YOU TO SWIM K! STILL SAY TILL AS IF YOU'RE SO GREAT THAT TODAY IT WILL ONLY BE WITH ME! FUCK OFF LUHH YOU AND YOUR LIES! SINCE PLAYING COMPUTER AT WEIHANG HOUSE IS MORE IMPT THAN EATING LUNCH GO ON! SINCE MEETING YOUR FRIENDS AT YOUR VOID DECK IS MORE IMPT THEN DONT SAY YOU WOULD ACCOMPANY ME! YOU AND YOUR BLOODY EXCUSES! FROM NOW ONWARDS I WILL GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS! WHENEVER YOU WANT TO GO OUT I WILL JUST GO FOR 1 HOUR AND GO MEET MY FRIENDS HAPPY? THEN YOU CAN GO LOOK FOR YOUR FRIENDS!

I DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHEN WAS THE FREAKING LAST TIME YOU SENT ME HOME K! ALL YOUR EXCUSES TO BE WITH YOUR FRIEND! I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME! SUCKER!

anyway no one reads my blog neither would he >.<

2006-09-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

roarr! time for this.. the very first weekday of this dumb one week holiday and i ended up at nanyang CC study room the whole freaking afternoon.. and what do you call study.. -.-

i managed to sneak in with my bowl of yummy century egg porridge (: and i had to HIDE IT! -.-

look.>>>>>>>>>>>

geography is making me crazy...

2006-08-22T17:47:00.000+08:00

math homework is piling up and i basically have no motivation for it.. my energy just drains off the moment i see math.. awww..

ROAR! i realised that my blog is so out of date with all those links which are not accessible anymore.. i think its time to do something to it. im like so so so bored cans?

i am so full of myself.. so i despise people with no originality;

myHATES
- people going around copyrighting other's style of typing
- copies the way how i associate and communicate with my friends
- backstabs others when they say they dislike backstabbers >.< BOOOO!!
- people who think takes every single photo with totally the SAME POSE
-etc.etc.etc

myLOVES
- honey; HOruoting
- darling; ONGziyingregina
- dear; CHENliqinggrace
- slut/bitch; LAUkaryin
- lessie; CHONGpeixin
- dearestdarling; TEOshuminsherman
- etc.etc.etc.. >.<

2006-08-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

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2006-08-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

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SG -> TW bank exchange rate is 0.055.
handling fee will be collected at $1 per piece.
shipping fees will be advised after the order is sent.

please send me order in this format:
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ITEM NAME:
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to sum up please state: ( total - TW x 0.055 ) + ( no. of pieces x $1 ) = SGD$___

i will not be resposible for:-
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products that have any defects (:

2006-08-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

im totally OFF! no motivation at all! no mood for O levels its like.. BOOS! NO MOOD TO STUDY AT ALL!! i want that STUPID O LEVEL TO END SUPER FAST! muahaha

I LOVE MY FAMILY!
ONG WEI JIN
ONE ZHING TING ZANN

ONG AILING
ONG WILLIAM
ONG WEILOON
ONG PUISEE
ONG LI XIANG
ONG JIA YANG
ONG JIAQIANG
ONG FENG YI
SAMANTHA YIP LIJING
CHLOE
WENDY
ANNA
[i've actually lost track of pple in my own family.. fascinating (:]

TEO LAY HIAN
TEO KOK HIAN
TEO SOK HIAN
TEO LIAN CHOON
TEO CHEN AN
TEO YI MIN
TEO YI XUAN
NEO KAH HENG
CAMY TAN JUE NI
TEO KAIXIN HAZEL
TEO KAIQI RACHAEL
TEO KAIKIAT COLOMBUS

LOL IM SORRY IF I HAVE SPELT ANY WRONGLY ><

I LOVE REGINA ONG ZIYIN, SHERYL TEO PEIMIN AND SHERMAN TEO SHUMIN TOO! (:

2006-08-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

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im only a middle man leii HELLO! xD

2006-08-07T20:30:00.001+08:00

darling loves me and i love darling LOADS LOADS AND LOADS! muahh!

anyway im facing a bunch of fools who can never get their facts right so are they dumb or dumb? muahah! copyrighted from my most beloved KARYIN!

o levels o levels! whahaha! chinese results ON FRIDAY i really hope i get a A1.. >.<>.< ) -.- CRAP..

2006-08-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

LOL... rena png.. want to say about me just write my name.. or are you doing something so cowardly that you dare not put the name? i said it in my last entry.. when people post at your blog and did not leave their names you commented that they are *humji* then can you *take a mirror and reflect upon yourself*? (:

you a pot calling a kettle black?

2006-08-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

whee.. hehh.. im loved (:

i just told my darling today that im the naughty little girl who makes him angry all the time and i'm lucky one who is loved by darling.. and he spoils me!

thanks darling! ^^

this would be the very last entry on this topic! because there are somethings i can no longer tolerate and this are my rants. yar im refering to you(rena png) and these are facts if you want to come up with anything funny you are pretty welcomed (: its not meant to be read so if you read it and you are unhappy with it that would too bad for you ^^

well someone just doesnt know her stand-.- the part many cant stand is that she thinks she is a somewhat big shot in fuhua? whereas she isnt.. perhaps her circle of friends isnt even a quarter of mine? if you have problems with me communicating with my friends then that's too bad to you perhaps you dont enjoy such wonderful friendships.
please do not try to compete when you dont even have the basic criteria to do so... i dont even boast about how good my stuffs are and yet there are pple who never know their limits coming round to comment on how bad they are? and the worst is she is their COMMENTING ABOUT EXPRESS STUDENTS -.- look.. she has express friends too right? mind her.. she is implying to the whole lot of express students just because of a few black sheeps..

i shall come straight to the point.. when YOU say that you dont want express students to be at your chalet please keep your stand! when YOU say why NT go out must have EXPRESS STUDENT FOLLOW? mind you if its miss S or miss L from the express stream joining you.. would you have so much bloody comments about it? NO. please do not implicate others when you are obviously refering to me. next time just tell me we NT students going out please dont ask CINDY along rather then to beat around the bush.. FINE?

the more you like to pick on me or competing with me, the more others will think that you feel inferior about yourself and you are jealous of me.. and please stop digging the past that just shows how stupid you are.. how much you want to tell others about YOUR BF and my past? if you think its nice then go on i wouldnt mind (: but that will just show how pathetic you are and this isnt the first time i saying this. i said all this cause i still respect him.. now he is YOUR BF so please TREASURE HIM and stop digging our past to talk about (:

to: pple who are involved with this,
i did not meant to implicate you with it. i just need a place to release myself from all this nonsense so thanks for understanding and sorry for all the troubles caused...

2006-08-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

today is alright
without this
without that
without all those homework which are left UNDONE on my desk.
without *stupid* to spoil my mood

aww man.. i think my english is getting from bad to worst.. i cant help it.. it's time to read newspapers before the upcoming oral. its like so near already?
another one month would be prelims and i haven even started revising ):

just give me a week of break from all those math hw and i would be able to do assignments given by other subject teachers..
SERIOUSLY i need a break!

2 1/2 days of break next week with a night gone for fireworks @ esplanade.. the rest of the time may god bless me that i can get all my homework done (:

till here.. im just so bored ^^

2006-07-31T16:24:00.000+08:00

whahaa! updated some photos! >.<>

photos of peixin, wilbert, cindy and sherman on 29th july! muahaha! (:
ohh well.. tatas! ^^

2006-07-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

picts and picts ! YAY!! more with peixin coming up! >.<

clown! cos we are fighting for WIND!

here are some pictures taken in the library.. -.-

see the both of us! we are like SO VAIN!

can i be alittle think-skinned? pretty?

my dearest darling with after his haircut

classroom RANDOM EVENTS!

regina's stupidity ^^

clement's superman acts with superman flying to SG (look at the poster behind)

this is ME! whahaha!

alright! i admit i'm VAIN OKAY! hehh

2006-07-27T18:04:00.000+08:00

i think fuhua ought to be a zoo! muahah! hot topic lor! i realised that there are alot of animals in school!

hippo
monkey
gorilla
hamster
cat
dog
pig
giraffe
bear
turtle
duck
goldfish
panda
AND EVEN KINGKONG
and DINOSAUR!
etc..etc.. there is some more but i just cant remember them all!

>.<

i took some photos in class today but i dont feel like uploading it.. i shall do it another day then (: till here (^-^)VV

2006-07-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT DAMN IT! IM RANTING ALRIGHTS? I JUST DID IT THIS AFTERNOON TO MY DEAREST DARLING! >.<

LOL

SOMEONE IS JEALOUS OF ME
SOMEONE IS SOWING DISCORD BETWEEN ME AND MY FRIENDS
SOMEONE IS TRYING TO COMPETE WITH WHAT I HAVE
SOMEONE IS TRYING TO SNATCH AWAY WHAT I HAVE

THIS BLOODY HELL IDIOTIC SOMEONE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! and when im crazy i wont know what i will do! (:

to that SOMEONE:
please know your limits.. although i have alot of tolerance i have my limits too
STOP GETTING ON MY NERVES! you are just pure horrible please take a mirror and start reflecting on your own character and you will understand well enough why you will never get what i have! oh well you have been doing that by sowing discord havent you? haiyo.. please respect yourself alittle and stop making me think lowly of you! i'm so tired of you cause you never stop showing off to me how great are you it just proves that you are pathetic.. you are just assuring yourself that "yar cindy is worse than me" but in fact i think.. and MANY OTHERS FELT THAT YOU ARE JUST PURE STUPID! please grow up la! just a kind reminder for you.. pple will treat you just like how you have treated them.. what goes around comes around.. LOL KARMA! or either RC's SETOB ( self existence theory of balance ).. when you are snatching something from me please do it the right way la! hehh.. too bad la.. cant see how fake are you in future le! hypocrite!

this post just reminded me of something.. ACT OF REDUNDANCY! hehh.. that was how a friend referred that SOMEONE.. whahahah!

oh yar.. this is just a nice little rant from me.. please dont come asking who the hell that asshole is okay? (: because only close friends would know and those who are not please know your stand dont know dont ask cause it DOES NOT MATTER YOU...

2006-07-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

haish.. quite bored luhh.. everyday i would just have to pass my day in school.. with loads and loads of homework.. perhaps due to my inefficiency they never seem to be done! yawns.. looking at the PILE of work on the table and the stack of notes i have on the floor in my room.. all of a sudden i felt that 24hours never seem to be enough.. oh well.. just be it..

abit down this few days.. i just feel so troubled.. just couldnt get over with certain stuffs and i have pple who would irritate and anger me non-stop.. my patience has its limit too! -.-

as i was walking towards jurong point this evening something came across my mind.. seeing old pple begging for money.. haish.. is that the only way they can survive in singapore? is our standard of living becoming too high? look at the prices of the food.. its just merely a plate of chicken rice that has once cost only $1.50.. yet its price has increase to $3 or even $4.. then its GST.. 3% to 5%.. and now its the taxi fare.. rich pple just get richer and richer but the poor ones are the ones who are suffering.. even food is a problem... how are they supposed to get on with their lives? its like.. so hard up.. hmmm

these pple have resorted to begging.. even in begging there are two diff ways.. one is work for it another is ask for it.. those who work for it.. are like those who make an effort to even SELL TISSUES and PLAY MUSIC ( though some are just so awful ) although i feel that they couldve got themselves better jobs but at least they worked for it.. so they are worth donating.. those who would just walk around hawker centres and sitting on streets doing nothing purely saying please give some money.. i dont think they are worth even 10cents..

hmmm.. i think im BAD.. but thats my thinking..

back to being moody.. yes yes.. im very moody this few days.. i know i suck k? i know i have a AWFULLY BAD CHARACTER.. i know there are just so many pple better than me! im basically good at nothing la.. i feel so inferior so useless.. i cant even finish simple assignments! i cant study.. i dont know how to coax pple.. whatever la.. im me k? sometimes i just feel so lost.. but i just dont know why! zZzz..

2006-07-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

FUHUA COMMUNITY NIGHT

very hot.. food is not bad la! (: some pictures that's all lor..

2006-06-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

A blocked me and changed her msn PM to you must be B L I N D to stead with her.. well perhaps you may think WHO IS SHE REFERING TO? then today in her blog.. she posted :

[[[[ whatever ii said wasn about you;
don you worry huh. im someone
nt as backstabber as YOU talking behind MY back
wub tt LONG FACE cans ? --. ~ wadever.
wadever nick ii like = mine =))
last but not least ; II HATE YOU TREATED THAT PERSON
LIKE THIS; FUCKING CB; YOU'RE GOOD FOR NOTHING.
WTF ! choose this kinda of person being your stead
don you felt blind with it while yr stead cares fer others den you?
such a dumb ass ; yr stead ish useless at tt tym and yet euu don
realised it until N O W - even when you e BOTAK;
yr stead said euu euu cut botak; ii don knw euu
WTF - this kinda of person oso hab ? GOD ! HEAVEN ! HELL.
ps : dis don refer to anybody , hahas if euu think ish YOU thn YOU
if nt SHUD UP ((= ]]]]]

obvious enough i may say! but she just wouldnt admit it! haha.. well.. after this i felt even MORE ENTERTAINED cause it shows that this person couldnt put her facts right...

well haha.. im quite direct here la!.. but too bad luh! i choose to be this. and i'll always be..

LOLS!..actually you will see worse stuffs in the chats la.. but ohh well perhaps not.. i'll just leave it lyktt.. it will be of a better impression lor (:

well just for your info.. i may be WELL HATED on the outside with all my friends saying they hate me but we know it well in our hearts how we really feel about each other.. and yar.. please dont judge a book by its cover and start saying that who and who is actually closer to you! cause i dont give a damn..

ohh.. perhaps retribution would come faster than it would.. we'll just see who's the one to get it first k? (:

2006-06-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

some precious moments figurines found at my teacher, MR LOW'S HOUSE!
can judge how rich is he? LOLS!

eventually the figurines are SWEET LOR! hehh... i like them.. anyone buy me one? (:

2006-06-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

well well.. IM SO MOODY A WHILE AGO! all because of the content of a sms! boos!

anyway its over now and i have choose to ignore the matter.. (:

ohh.. heard and saw something happening awhile ago huh! i think i should just add an entry on that cause its been ages since ive updated?

hmms.. what are blogs for?perhaps some have used it to voice their opinions.. may i ask.. WHAT WRONG WITH THAT YAR!?

about that band stuff.. oh well.. it was pretty noisy on monday and we couldnt really concentrate on our sums.. well you know.. its math anyway.. alot of thinking is needed and we have been hearing noises since the VERY START of our lessons.. and we had lessons since 8 and many were already feeling frustrated.. so perhaps those what you know as MUSIC has turned out to be NOISES to us.. but from what my ears tell me.. first i heard a BLOODY LOAD OF NOISE WHICH WAS AWFULLY ANNOYING! then was a piece of broken KISS GOODBYE.. then followed by a series of NOISES! then some christmas songs or so.. but a fair point of view.. sounds are fared according to ones preference hence whether its sound or noise we as outsiders should not comment on how others feel... eg.. some may have felt that those heavy metal musics are nice but to me they are DAMN NOISY LA!.. right? who can comment on that? no one right!? PURELY PREFERENCE and MOOD ALRIGHTS! DUHH! also dont know why pple have to make a DAMN BIG FUSS OVER IT LA!.. DO YOU PPLE HAVE NOTHING TO DO SO YOU WERE TAKING SOME FREE TIME TO CREATE UNWANTED TROUBLES?!

i am not standing on any side but just HEY LOOK SOME COMMENTS ONLY MA! so get alive and get over it la! need to quarrel? NO RIGHT? DAMN!

2006-05-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

OHWELL!.. it took ten days for me to actually update this blog.. hmmm.. dint really have the mood or time for blogging in the first place.. hahas.. EXAMS EXAMS and EXAMS!.. with BAD BAD BAD results for mid year.. its like ALL 50+ to 60 range.. i dint even get a 70! its like WTH! and its finally holidays after my chinese O lvl la!.. so sick ar!.. heng end liao.. but its okay there are more coming up...

i have MANY AIMS.. but i dont seem to make an effort.. LOLS.. SLACK TOO MUCH!..

2006-05-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

wahh wahhh wahhhhh! siian.. hahas!.. someone whom i met in the toilet REQUESTED for me to update.. alrights then.. look.. im bored here.. and there isnt much things happening around.. perhaps just a X factor which was like pretty hopeless as i was sitting awfully near the speaker.. oh my i was almost made DEAF.. .-.-

after that i went to temasek club.. my dad and his friends were at the KTV.. so i joined in.. oh man.. its all HOKKIEN songs.. hahas..

that's all folks.. boring life huh?

2006-05-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

hahs.. ytd NO MOOD to post ANYTHING.. so alrights.. i'll do it NOW.. duhh..

MID YEAR EXAM IS FINALLY FINALLY OVER! YAY!.. chem is back... haish.. i got 61/100 miraculously.. but overall sure DROP de.. siian siian.. i'm so so so worried for my physic and english.. wth!? a math and e math also can go bang wall.. wah laus.. how ar? zZz.. faster get back ALL THE PAPERS.. dont too late get back ar! later no mood for chinese o level.. LOLS...

2006-05-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

what's true friendship when everyone comes and go and no one stays forever? friendships are fragile and it can be just broken up by an OUTSIDER'S comment? what logic do you call that? oh my god..

2006-05-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

i am just so sick and tired of all those and you could never understand how much that hurts and i don't want to repeat what i have said too...

the deepest wound is made by the one whom you cared and loved most...

when can you start to let me go?

2006-05-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

getting alittle emo...

haishhhh-

the wound is the deepest when its made by the ones you loved and cared for most..

2006-05-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

im such a FOOL

wad on earth is wrong with me! OMG! i really need to reflect upon myself.. why did i go to the extent to play with dat luhh.. if sherman hadnt scolded me perhaps im still doing dat stupid thing.. anyways.. sorry yarr? haish.. time to wake up..

sherman - im really sorry. dint mean it at all.. i wun do it le luh.. i shut myself up next time.. i duwan to risk this friendship... sorry

paula - sorry for playing at your blog.. anyway it wasnt my idea.. hope you dun take it to heart alrights?

2006-04-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

its photos again! ~~~

was getting alittle bored somehow and started scribbling on a piece of unwanted envelope and this was the result. looks ugly though.. hhas!
last saturday at a family gathering. somehow i was SUPPOSED to finish my homework but i ended up cooking and NEXT was to SIT AT THE MAHJONG TABLE! muahahaha!

JUST ANOTHER DAY..
we were at temasek club.. i only asked kelvin and sherman to come and play POOL but we ended up with wei hang, xiao jie and ah boon too.. hahas.. it was SO fun.. we were like a bunch of crazy little kids? look down...
can you tell me what were they trying to do? anyway... sher and ah fat did it too BUT I DINT MANAGE TO CAPTURE IT! oh my.. missed and exciting episode! haish... sad... but it doesnt matter as this would be enough.. i wasnt supposed to post this photos was i? hahas.. anyway i better keep myself alive for this! >.<

tatas.. hope we would go out more often AFTER my o levels.. LOLS!

2006-04-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

-n72-

Weight: 124 g
Height: 108.8 mm
Width: 53.3 mm
Thickness : 21.8 mm

Expandable memory with 20mb internal memory

2 megapixel camera

-n80-

Volume: 97.4 cc
Weight: 134 g
Length: 95.4 mm
Width : 50 mm
Thickness : 26 mm
Expandable memory with 40mb internal memory
3megapixel camera

lols!.. i fell in love with two phones man they are so chio cans?! ooo! i think im going for n80...

2006-04-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

25th april is MY BIRTHDAY and i'm finally 6-teen! boosS!... at 12 am junbao was the FIRST TO SEND ME A SMS! my idiotic cousin forgot about me la! damned i'm going to scold her the next time i see her luh! the second was jin hui a NP guy i just got to know... quite a stranger anyways.. then it was AARON THE MONKEY! hahas.. his birthday was just 24th april.. a day b4 mine.. every year i will send him a birthday message on time but he will nvrr remember mine... its like SO SAD LA! but this year FINALLY REMEMBERED he sent me an sms and he is the third one to do so.. hahas.. very kind.. and had even kindly reminded RYAN SIM DAT IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY! OIES! STUPID RYAN! HOW CUD YOU FORGET MINE??BOOS! next was poh sin hhas... thanks worr.... and den koon yaw HE IS ONE BIG DUMBASS OBVIOUSLY HE REMEMBERED WHEN IS MY BIRTHDAY BUT HE WAS ASKING IRRELEVANT STUFFS! IF HE WERE TO SEND ME THE GREETING ON THE FIRST SMS HE WUD BE THE FIRST! -.-// den was jenmey.. hees.. so blurr dat i dun even noe who was it.. hahs..

suddenly i felt that ALL MY FRENS MIA LA! booS!..

2006-04-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.. when was the last time i updated my blog? it's been ages.. and it is time for me to clean up those spiderwebs...

scene 1: in the morning had this stupid CIP which was like so fun? ISMAIL IS SO CUTE! HE DID HIS CIP! it was a great achievement. like i have said.. what goes around comes around.. have a mind of your own why bother so much about what others say? hahs.. was hanging around with kelvin sherman and ismail. i was so extra as i was the only girl.. but it was certainly FUN!.. sherman was the LAZIEST! hopelessly.. i had to carry his donation bag around asking for donations and KELVIN WAS INFLUENCED and i ended up carrying 3 bags! yes yes yes.. the fact that i was SHERMAN'S MAID i had to do all this.. anyway.. i'm perfectly okay with that although i was rather in a BAD STATE today..

scene 2: after the CIP we sat at a side at the MRT station while waiting for someone. i sat beside sherman and was just talking to him, kelvin and shimin.. JUST THE THREE OF THEM! suddenly rena stood up and walked off telling shi min that she wants to leave already so shimin stopped halfway through and chased after her.. =) i have totally no idea what happened..

scene 3: i was like a mad woman rushing all over jurong to get my BBQ stuffs ready.. can you imagine that?

scene 4: 7+pm.. hanxiang, valerie, simon, avis, weisiang, alan, weibin, rachel, stella, karyin, sokyin, xinhui, jenmey and keehong came.. i hope i dint miss out any.. hmm.. i want to just focus on simon, avis.. the moment they came.. SIMON asked where is the songkah? wth! how much of a disrespect? next was AVIS TOLD SIMON time for you to act! nice one isnt it? anyway.. if that was how they feel about MY BIRTHDAY let them be! i have been KIND ENOUGH TO INVITE THEM but yet they have shown such disrespect? whatever was it IT'S OVER and i shant be petty..=)
after that simon passed me a present from THEM.. and it is a clock.. what a perfect combination? came to a songkah with a clock as a gift.. really thanks alot! anyway.. despite the fact that they have treated me this way.. i'm sorry to tell you that i wasnt affected. i appreciate that they even made and effort to get me a present and even to come to my party.. so thanks alot and this is truly sincere.. but because of this i have to lose a $30 present to avis.. hmm last year condom this year maybe a coffin in return for your clock? hahas.. that was just being pure EVIL! i shall not do that.. must return with sincerity! =)

scene 4: rt honey, regina darling and grace dear were purely up to no good today! they sort of bully me but heys i really wasnt angry about it.. it was really fun but i just dont know why i'm in such a bad mood! SORRY! hahs... apologies accepted? nice mealworms! they were tasty but xuanzhi says the one with spices taste nicer! >.<

scene 5: xuan zhi came! oh my! i thought that he wouldnt come anymore but he came! XUAN ZHI!! THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH! hahas.. but don't forget about my present wors! BOOS! i will remember yours anyway.! =) I AM SO HAPPY! >.<

on the overall actually somehow i was feeling down deep inside for some unknown reasons but i was really happy! hey guys! thanks for coming to my party! THANK YOU VERY MUCH WORRS~! MUAHH MUAHH MUAHH! lols! >.<

3 more days to sweet 6-teen! YAYS!

2006-04-11T19:14:00.000+08:00

wootss... its 7.20 and no one is home yet! this is MY WORLD! mwarhahahas!

got so free so i DUG OUT ALL MY NIGHTMARE COLLECTION AND CRAZILY TOOK ALOT OF PHOTOS! and i actually COMPILED dem into one! whees!..

my collection.. muahah..

keychain from japan luhh.. so cute.. got one more with rt

whheee.. till here la!.. (^.^)6

2006-04-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

woah woah.. so BLOODY TIRED CANS! 14 hours in sch like dunno wad idiot.. so late reach home yet still haven assignments.. wan me die ar? zZz..

I HAVE LEARNT AN IMPT LESSON TODAY!

20million sacrificed for me to live on.. if i do not know how to appreciate and love myself.. dey have all sacrified for nothing! NOTHING! I AM MYSELF! I AM THE UNIQUE ME! I AM THE MOST IMPT PERSON IN MY OWN LIFE! i was dere for myself when i am down.. i was dere for myself when everyone left.. no one cud be there forever! NO ONE! only me and myself.. only i can forgive myself infinitely..

MY MOTHER.. she endured the pains when she gave birth to me.. MY FATHER.. he made all the effort to feed the family.. he endured the hard times he had.. he was determined!

self-esteem is everything! pple may say that you are vain, arrogant so on and so forth making you hate yourself.. saying all the pessimistic stuffs to discourage you in everything you do.. but so wad? dey could say all dey wan to.. they who comment are just purely envious of wad you have! dey have low self-esteem and feel inferior!

TO SUCCEED! we must be determined.. we must persevere.. we must know who we are.. how impt are we! appreciate things and treasure them ( they will never be with you forever.. everyone leaves this world ) .. most imptly to have goals and dreams hence we are able to plan for our own future.

2006-04-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

this photo is just pure outdated [ taken on : 31/3 ]

me and karyin at the bus stop waiting for the one and only 99..

(^.^)V
perhaps.. nothing special happened in the past few hours except the fact that regina was extremely wasnt herself! lols!... she was VERY crazy over a few WORDS! zzz.. [[like a crazy girl.]]

i'm just so so so sick about ms tan tuan ling's math hw! its like piling up like crazy.. and all the teachers are saying O LEVELS O LEVELS! OMG.. HW increases! TESTS increases! i'm spending almost ALL my time on studying and school work! i desperately wan a break... i want a shopping break! oh my oh my...

2006-03-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmms.. ytd was 28th march yar? haha.. dat was a day i got to know simon, weibin, kitson and daniel.. =) great to know all of you... yuppS!

lolS!.. today had to stay back for chem.. I WAS LIKE SO TIRED! den got beaten by MR SHERMAN TEO AGAIN! i actually went to see the parade la.. den stupid sherman kip boxing me lyk nobody's business BUT whahaha! i got my revenge after dat! lolS!... today came home LATE after sch.. i reached home at 8.30! WOAH! lolS!.. i'm feeling so depressed over my current STATE now! OMG OMG OMG! hahas.... okay la.. MANY MANY TESTS coming up.. gtg study le.. STUDY! tmr physics test coming up.. shud i HACK CARE and fail it or PIA NOW? hees.. =)

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2006-03-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

lols.. i'm here to update something using my fastest speed.. wanted to add some picts which i tookon sat from a motor fair..

TODAY TODAY TODAY! OMG TODAY SUCKS! dunno suck like wad... math hw were GIVEN LIKE CRAP LOADS! den my mood was like suck.. cOS FROM YTD SHERMAN TEO HAS BEEN SCOLDING ME FOR NOTHING JUST BECAUSE HE WASNT IN A GOOD MOOD? next went to look for daniel.. quite entertain la.. still as cute and lame and crappy as ever.. HE THOUGHT I LIKE HIM! lols!.. i dun i dun i dun! oh pleaaASSSEEEE! haaha.. anyway his one great fren.. =) den back home SHERMAN TEO ARGHS! THANKS TO YOU! I CRIED! wu liao! zZz.. anyway today is just like any other days.. PLAIN THATS WHY I DINT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING AT ALL!

2006-03-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

see these picts.. OMG.. its so boring! cos its like all me and ruoting photos? anyway got two more but i cant load it somehow! later see too much COM CRASH! =)

^emo on train -.-^

she TOO ZILIAN ALREADY! ALWAYS USE MY PHONE!

it's US

our picts will APPEAR AGAIN AND AGAIN!

^ emo ^

PICTS OF US DRAWN BY MY DARLING REGINA ONG! >.<

muahhs darling i love you!! whahahars

2006-03-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

bored dats why nvrr blog ma.. nothing happen how to blog? blog my daily life pple come in bu shi machiam read story book! worse than storybook luh.. actually thought of something le.. dunno how to write.. let me REARRANGE my thoughts before writing bahh.. but this time also going to discriminate someone.. =) i dunno whether i will get into any racist probs.. but i aint trying to be dat luh!...

anyways.. i think le.. i shud just write a brief thing about it bahh.. haha.. yupps... it about a person or 2 in my class.. OMG.. i dun care whether a person is a strong devotee or wad.. i just cant stand pple who LOVE their god but discriminate others.. does dat mean when you love your god others dun do the same? heys... think it thru la.. you are living in a multi religion country so you are at no stand to comment about other pple's religion.. how wud you feel when someone tells you that your religion is bullshit like wad you said the other day? haha.. diff pple diff thoughts k? you noe wad kind of pple you are? you are those whom preach and say about your own religion as if it is the greatest on earth and the other religions are nothing..

mind you please take note of the words and comments dat are coming out of your mouth! by discriminating other religion is a BIG SIN already yar? so hope you can MIND YOUR WORDS NEXT TIME! BE MORE SENSITIVE TO HOW OTHERS FEEL!

( although i'm a free thinker i dun discriminate ANY RELIGION unlike you.. i dun go arnd practicing racism either. therefore wad you have done disgusted me hence making me doubt your preaches. you ought to reflect )

haha. no offence to anyone just that particular guy i'm refering to! =) apologies for any misunderstanding. thanks!! (^-^)VV

2006-03-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

am i siao or wad? hahas.. today dunno why so happy den i started my zi lian craze again luh! but really la.. it has been ages since i last rmb i was really feeling so happy luhh.. but today for wad reason i really dunno lei.. so i shall PUT MY PICTS! muahhaah.. its fine if you all scold me kayys? lolS!... ONE MORE THING! I BOUGHT A DUNK LE! lalalalass.. EVEN MORE HAPPY LUH!... OH MY PHOTOSHOP JUST ROCKS LUH!

2006-03-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

CAN WE JUST BE FRIENDS PLEASE!! I WUN ASK FOR ANYTHING ELSE! I'M BEGGING YOU! JUST FRIENDS AND I'LL BE CONTENTED!

2006-03-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

yupps yupps// here am i again.. wad am i doing huhs? i went into thoughts again.. somehow i felt dat.. yupps.. he wudden come back but heys.. i'm not wanting him to love me again or wad.. I JUST PURELY WAN FRIENDSHIP! but WAD IF i lose my senses again? WAD IF i lost my way again? i will wan him back again yups? dats NORMAL! but if he really gets that girl as his gf? SO WAD IF IT HURTS? cos i love so i have to give in. and i will.. now officially i say dat I WILL WISH HIM ALL THE BEST IF HE GETS THAT GIRL! YEA! but hmms.. I REALLY WANT HIM AS A FREN LUHH! SWEAR ITS JUST FRENS K? lolS!..

was talking to SAMANTHA YIP just now.. so i feel like putting on some photos again?

hees...

i think this is sweet! ^^

SAMANTHA YIP!! =)

2006-03-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

today is DAMN DAMN SIIAN CANS? haish... woke up early in the morning just to complete my math hw! zZzz// boreDOM! yupps. haha.. went to watch dorm in the afternoon.. today not so emo la.. COS I GET TO SEE MY FRIENDS! YAY!

ryan fm aaron cheryl(aaron's gf) =) hees.. not bad de worr! I MISS DEM SO MUCH! like when was the last time i went out with them? OMG! hah.. okay la.. at JP like funny funny lei.. dey came all the way here anyway! lolS! hey guyS! miss ya! hope to see you soon again.. >.< ryan! HUGGSSS! MUAH! lolS!..

2006-03-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

today.. i was ACTUALLY in the good mood until arnd 3pm. WTF sia!.. i got so moodless upon knowing that simon like a girl? haish.. at that VERY MOMENT I HAD A FLASHBACK OF THAT DREAM I HAD A FEW WEEKS AGO! den.. haish.. my reaction was.. err.. dat ger.. year one de? half a head shorter than simon? petite? chio? layered long hair? GUESS WAD! ALL THE REPLIES WERE YES! Zzz.. wad am i supposed to do? my heart sank.. was the dream coming true? I DUWAN! i'm still waiting yar? tears almost welled up and i controlled.. i kept thinking thruout the day and i cant take it anymore! i went to jurong point and tried to pass him a letter i wrote a while ago.. he ignored and pushed me away! TEARS ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEKS... i held myself back.. kept myself calm and put the letter on the counter telling him read it i wun disturb you de and i left! WAD IS THIS? AM I CRAZY OR WAD? ZZzz... i'm just pure hopeless la! but its been like 2months and 3 days since we broke up and HEY MY HEART STILL HURTS KAY? zZz.. can someone just stand out and help me with him? just dun kip telling me to forget him? teach me how to make him my fren again PLEASE!

2006-03-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! hahas..

//quite brief la//

hui zhen's birthday.. i like it cos angle nice.. hees.

after tanning at bukit batok on 12/3/06

guai lan pple!! lolS! PON ASSEMBLY AR!
me!! ZI LIAN?
after carol's birthday at mac.. me and my HUNNY!
oOo.. i miss him worrs!! waiting.. patience!!

2006-03-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

hmm... i'm not rich la.. hahas.. i where got kip changing bags?? i only got this few ma.. =D

wheee... today like better in my mood? went tanning again.. i dun seemed to be tanned at all! arGHH!.. anyways.. hmmm.. was thinking about him again and i have got pple telling me the same old thing again.. boyfriend gone le still can get another de.. but saying it is easy.. getting another isnt hard.. but to fall in love i doubt it will be that easy yar? some pple maybe close frens but there isnt any feelings.. and to get together is almost impossible but some other pple will fall in love at first sight.. yaR? love is love it is not about how long you noe each other.. isnt it? i bet almost everyone knows this.. but yar.. i noe its better for me.. i'm the one facing it... having to think of him everynight even to the extent of crying before slping, hugging onto the two eeyores he gave me? how pathetic? i think i'm so hopeless..but wadever it is.. i'm me isnt it? when i had my 3230 with me i could just take a look at the photos we had taken.. but now i lost that phone! its like losing almost everything i had of him! i read thru the letters he wrote to me every single word leaves a deep cut on my heart but wads dere its all the sweetness i can find from him in the past.. when we were still together, reading it was such a sweet thing to do every night... but now? READING IT IS JUST A TORTURE but it is all memories! i missed him.. its hurts but wud it be worthy? i'm waiting but will he return? i'm hoping but is there still any hope? is he hating me or missing me? has he found another gf? will i ever know?? he just broke up all the means that i could contact him! he ignores my smses and phone calls... taking me as a stranger as he is walking past me... msn, friendster and all! WAD AM I LEFT WITH? JUST PURE MEMORIES IN MY MIND REPEATING AGAIN AND AGAIN EVERY MOMENT EVEN WHEN I'M SLPING? wad about my heart? its hurting every moment..! i trying hard to keep all the promises i made to him but wad am i going to get in return? even more disappointments? WAD CAN I DO? i cant get help... and i'm on my own.. i have to cope with my family, studies and my hurting heart? arghhh... hopelessly pathetic! yar?? perhaps many wud agree.. perhaps i shud really do some reflections on myself? as a gf wad have i done? did i understand him enuff?? did i give in enuff? did i go overboard in the things i have done due to anger? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO GET THIS TREATMENT IN RETURN? i dun understand at all.! can someone just tell me?

yar.. perhaps i shud stop this to prevent my mood from getting bad.. cos yeA! i'm in a good mood! la la la..! =D

2006-03-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

this is my FAVOURITE SHOE! bleahh.. hope to buy it soon..=)

2006-02-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

when was the last time i updated? it has been a month or so? perhaps even more than that? ohh alrights... i shall do it now..

my heart was in a terrible mess from 13th jan up till now and it's still there constantly reminding me of how much i loved him and how much i miss him but does that make a difference? perhaps i found the wrong guy or perhaps i have given too much trust.. all he did was to break his promise and that cud actually hurt me so much? i've been telling myself he isn't worth those torments at all! it just doesn't make any sense.. what am i trying to make out? suppressing my own feelings trying to let my mind triumph over my heart but perhaps the feelings were so strong that my heart seem to be succeeding.. all i could do is to find all sorts of stuffs to keep mind brain away from those thoughts trying to get it to do other work than to think of him. but how long is that going to last? i just hope i had friends which i REALLY feel that i could rely on and that he/she maybe more supportive rather than to give me negative remarks for the month so that i would have a higher possibility of putting him down.. but after this i have realised what fascinating friends do i have.. i have a kind group of friends who hoped that i wud really keep my mind off him but they had never succeeded due the the amounts of SARCASTIC remarks that i could recieve EVERYDAY! the more sarcastic remarks they say to me the more i will miss him.. i will think of how he would have coaxed me in the past.. how he had made me smile despite of the amount of attitude i gave him? I REALLY MISS HIM! that's the truth.. i love him. i appreciated him but i felt that i did not cherish him enough for that! i really hope that i could just go back in time and cherish him more.. it was all my fault in losing him and i couldn'd blame anyone for it..

ANOTHER nice little thing which has flashed repeatedly in my mind... i was wondering what was it about US- ( THE HUMANS ) what is the best description you can think of HUMANS..? earth's GREATEST INVENTION? WORK OF ART? SOMEKIND OF HIGH CLASS MAMMALS?
i basically feel that we may have felt that we CHERISHED most of the things in live that we have approached.. but there are many things in our everyday live that it passes so quickly, you would never get to cherish it in time. MOST OF THE TIME, we just let things pass by us taking them for granted and regretting it only after we have felt its lost.. we would always say that we have appreciated something. but did we really take into deep considerations that we have REALLY APPRECIATED IT? humans are no better than animals? arent they? animals may have their so called HIGH CLASS life too.. or perhaps they appreciates things which passes by in their lives more than a human do.. our time is going on too quickly that we may not have realised it.. the pace of a human life now is at least 10 times faster than what human spent in the the past.. i felt that we should really appreciate EVERY FRIENDSHIP, KINSHIP// every little feelings that you have for everyone you come across.. COS YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU WILL LOSE THEM! i've got enough of all those experiences. another fact about most people is that they look at things on the worst side. they could discriminate on every single thing they met in their lives although they take note of alot of things they don't seem to appreciate them.. ONE GREATEST LIVING EXAMPLE! MISS PERFECT the singapore's most RENOWN BLOGGER! wad she does to gain attention? PURE DISCRIMINATION yaR? yawnns. reading her blog BORES ME OFF! what rights does she have to do that? she really thinks she is miss perfect? blahh.. wad is respect??? ONE OTHER EXAMPLE is in the gaming world.. let me take maple story as an example.. the so called pros in the games having lvls which are up to 40 and above? wad do they think they are when they start telling people to CC ( change channel )? questions started popping up in my mind.. what are they to say that? they own maple?

WTH! why should i be bothered about this? maybe i was just feeling too emo this few days.. ARGH! WAD HAS THIS WORLD COME TO BE with those NICE PERFECTS AND BIG SHOTS who have no eyes for the others..

CONCLUSION?? APPRECIATE rather than to discriminate yar?... zZzz

-.-

2005-12-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

some lame quiz result.. http://web.tickle.com/color/index.jsp

me..

Red
the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

otherss...

Green
the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people.

Black
The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement.

Blue
the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

Yellow
the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

Orange
You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

Brown
You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

waD a crAP chriStmAS!!

2005-12-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

wad shit is this man?? WTF!! greatest christmas i've ever had.. FIRST IMPRESSION OF CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN IN ORCHARD!!

FUCK LA~! (( please forgive me for bring so vulgar in this entry cause seriously something pissed me off! ))

1st- BO LIAO - GOT SCOLDED AND BEATEN UP BY SIMON GOH BOON LIANG FOR NOTHING!! WAD SHIT? STARTED OFF JOKING DEN?? SUDDENLY HE SIAO! FUCKER!

2nd- WORE A DAMN WRONG ATTIRE!

3rd- WHILE WALING DOWN ORCHARD __ PURSE STOLEN (( NO MONEYY!!!! ARGHH )`: ))

4th- WTF WAN GO FIND SOME FRIENDS DEN SAY MEET AT A CERTAIN PLACE DEN SAY WAD OKAY! CB LA! DUN UNDERSTAND SIMPLE ENGLISH NOE MY HP SPOIL STILL WALK UP WALK DOWN DUNNO HOW TO STAY WHERE DEY ARE!! DEN CALL CALL CALL!! SEND SO MANY SMS DUNNO HOW TO REPLY!! ALL THEIR HP FUCK UP LA!! zZzz..

5th- CB LA!! GO HOME CANT FIND MP3 PLAYER!! WTF!! MP3 PLAYER PICKPOCKETED!

WAD A CRAPPING CHRISTMAS! FUCKING JIALAT FIRST IMPRESSION!!

BETTER DUN GIVE ME ANOTHER FUCKING 2006 COUNTDOWN LUHH!! ARGHH!! FUGGERR!!

2005-11-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

haha! yea! i'm back from camp! siiannn.....

CAMP WAS *toot* FUN!! whhhheeeeee-

first day// ah hem-
i woke up early in the morning and went to sch to assemble.
we met our trainers-- bear and nell -- FUNNY SIA!!
played and talked- have fun! den errr had our lunch and proceeded to JBAC...
first activity dere.. ORIENTEERING!!!
it was very tiring and that *toot* frog farm was very hard to find- WALK LIKE HELL SIA!! hmmmm.. den went back to the campsite had a DISGUSTING dinner.. field cooking
the amt of food was just so pathetic cans? arghhh HUNGER!! rest of the time was almost SIIAN!!!!! we were supposed to have a NIGHT WALK behing the barriers but those MADDOGS were barking like crazy in dere// ( classified:danger ) therefore.. we dint get to go.. yawnn. go out enjoy blood sucked of by mosquitos lorr. haha went back SHOWER TIME!! ooOoo.. dats the best and EVERYONE WAS DESPERATE for it... but shower time was like 10mins only... sobs- ( DO YOU EVEN CALL THAT ENOUGH!?? ). sleeping time 11.30 lights off. sure tio scolded de.. siian.. scold scold scold.. and i'm so pathetic i have got no place to slp whole night tio KICKED- it was very shiok lo..

second day.
woke up at 5.30.. some were dere scolding and scolding and scolding.. siian nid to assemble at 6.25 de leii.... nid to wash up de marr..!! those who scold really is EEEEEYEERRRR cos dey dunnit to wash up de.. =P
morning exercise REALLY *toot*... hees.. that yoga really made our time hard.. so strenous. my arms and palms hurts.. den we had KAYAKING!!! RAFTING ( STRONG RAFT )!!! wetting our trainers!! HIGH ELEMENTS!!! FLYING FOX and also APSALLING!!!! MUD WALK ( BEST WITH WHACKING MUD ONTO TS FACE ) yea.. really had FUN!! at the end of the day we had campfire it was so fun! =) i had an early night lo cos really very tired..

today.. this morning
ARGHH! woke up at 6 den chiong to wash up and assembled and the open area and did that yoga again.. ( hmm. wondered was it a MILITARY SCHOOL.. ) hands and butt hurt la! its sore!! PAINN!!!! haha... after that-- GIRLS WERE MADE TO CLEAN THE TOILET!!!!!!!! den when the cleaning time came baby bear WERE MADE TO CLEAN THE TOILET AGAIN!!!!!!! sobs- so disgusting cans? the toilet is just so dirty la! eEeee... after washing it was so CLEAN! hees... i really really yearn going home! COS I WANT TO USE MY HOUSE TOILET!! haha. went back and sat and the carpark waiting for the buses. heys! SIT AGAIN! MY BUTT REALLY VERY PAINFUL LE! summore we are all slightly sun burn still sit under the sun. ke lian! haa. later i'm going to the BUNGALOW to stay over so happy! got AIR CON LEI! at home dun have de.. hees. gonna go EAT GOOD FOOD NOW!! FOOD WAS INSUFFICIENT AND TASTED BAD IN THE CAMP! gtg bb! muahhh!!!!

2005-10-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

haha! no no! stupid! why shud i pay for your AIR TICKET!? haha- i pay you also cant go! lalas! haish SAD SAD! lols!

siian leii- i'm going to be alone! WTF! wadever la!
enjoy now- dun care bout the future! right? so wad so wad if i get to see someone i dun wish to see there- so what if one day i'm going to break up with SIMON GOH BOON LIANG since he's just downright useless and hopeless.?

2005-10-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

yarr larr! honey! i noe you rocks okaes?! hees//

hmms- cant believe it! this year is my first time boarding on to a plane dint expect to get my second chance so soon! yay!!! am i really going to hong kong?! oh my! last week of nov! yay!!! UNBELIEVABLE SIA! gonna buy STUFFS LIKE MAD!! aniwae heard many of you are going too! hope to see you dere!!! (^-^)VV

2005-10-20T15:07:00.000+08:00

Hi. Long tym no blog. See my blog is done. All thanks to my darling luhh. She is so kind & sweet & helpful & cute & clever luhh. Love her lyk hell. Can' t stand it myself too. ;)

RUOTING ROCK CAN? =)

2005-09-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

i'm just so happy today!
deaR! ilu- muahhs!

2005-09-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

lols! so fascinated by some facts- hahaS! some pple are just so childish! plus think about it again perhaps dey just cant think properly! lolS!!

2005-09-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

PISSED OF BY THAT STUPID UNREASONABLE GIRL!

2005-08-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

27082005
at far east! so fun sehh-

2005-08-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

i just wudden farking understand will you?

i was just feeling very sad and my mood was damn down- i yearn the whole day wanting to see you. and i was missing you like hell- yet why do you have to treat me lyktT?

why is it that every time i needed you- you wud either be away or make me feel worse? it's like knife slicing my heart apart. so cutting my wrist- matters? you will nvrr care wadd- if i were to die today- you wud just find another stead in the next month or so isnt it?

2005-08-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

haishh~ siian// finally get back all my papers le lor~ den the result very bad lei~!

Eng - 12/25
Chi - 27/50
Math - 41/50
A Math - 16/50
Chem - 30/50
Phy - 40.5/50
Geog - 36.5/50
Hist - 12/25

AWFUL! hha~

okayy- gtg le. bb

2005-08-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

zZzz// finally common test over lorr- BUT just the very next day which is TODAY! i got the EYE timetable liiao- haishhh~ do sec 3s really have to be so no life ma? i have been feeling so moodless since last friday lorr// i'm feeling like a blardyy zombie until TODAY- and YET HE HAVE TO MAKE ME CRY AGAIN!? just because i dint reply his sms immediately? haish-

aniwayy- hees. the japan trip de stuffs still not done yet!! // another stress( =1 strand of white hair! ) sobs** one thing to be happy about is that i'm going to finally having my FIRST EXPERIENCE boarding an aeroplane! oh gosh! how great and just how good can dat be- being like a BIG KID yar? hmms- i'm basically already 15?? i only been to malaysia 5 times and indonesia ONCE! ** pathetic** haharr// getting a little excited worr- can start to countdown le! wheEeeEEe- haha// gonna take LOADS of PICTS!! muahh~

since i'm in such a good mood now- i shall leave some messages for my lessies! (^-^)

reginaAaa!! my touhao darling-! oieoie! listen here hor!! you better treat me better harhhx! stop suanning le kayy- tolerance level this few days very LOW hor! lols. suddenly i thot of something but my stupid com just cant type chinese ma- soooo~ sorryy!! i send you via sms when i have the time to create that * thing * kayy? muahh muahh! (hope you know wad that * thing * is)//

msHO!! my honey!!! sweetie- yum yum- ( heart melts ) haharr! gonna be alittle OVER this few days bahh- bleaaaa~ lols. sit beside me again horr? when i got GOOD FOOD you will be the most XINGFU DE YOU KNOW!?!?!? heees. dun say you bu xingfu la- xingfu can be of diff things de ma. right??? see see you got such a GREAT BEE here and a group of good friends in school ma.. hao la hao la- my honey be happy worr- honey not happy jiu not sweet liao! (^-^) hug hugs//

guracE-! hees. my dearrrreeesssttt ddeeaarriiee!! muahaha- wad to say nehh?? happy ma? next friday go japan le wor! muah muahh- gonna go crazy together kayy? we gonna take lotsa SNAPS! lols. dun say i mountain tortoise leii! cos i really nvrr go other countries before worr! hees =P muahh!!! //

i'm DONE!

next- just for you la dear! wun forget you de-!!
dear dear- you dun so easily angry hao ma? you say i nvrr tolerate!! hmpFff ! you started the spark de you know?! harhh!? hees. hao le- we okayyokayy de dun quarrel so often le- must talk out nicely like today kayy? and dun say break jiu break le la! LAST CHANCE leii! hees. wo gtg le worsh! muahs~ *hughugs*
I LOVE YOU! [ not gonna give up so easily this time!]

2005-08-20T10:10:00.000+08:00

hmms- perhaps starting to write new blog again bahh- suddenly feel so low this few days lo...

为什么你必须着样做？吵架又何必呢？只会让我感到无助！我以厌倦了哭的感觉，不希望在因吵架而留下下一滴泪。